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  • The Sandpiper, by Robert Peterson

    This is a true story, I found it in a Christian group on Facebook and it touched me, so though I should share.

    God bless, Jenni xx

    The Sandpiper
    by Robert Peterson

    She was six years old when I first met her on the beach near where I
    live. I drive to this beach, a distance of three or four miles, whenever
    the world begins to close in on me. She was building a sand castle or
    something and looked up, her eyes as blue as the sea.

    'Hello,' she said.

    I answered with a nod, not really in the mood to bother with a small
    child.

    'I'm building,' she said.

    'I see that. What is it?' I asked, not really caring.

    'Oh, I don't know, I just like the feel of sand.'

    That sounds good, I thought, and slipped off my shoes.

    A sandpiper glided by.

    'That's a joy,' the child said.

    'It's a what?'

    'It's a joy. My mama says sandpipers come to bring us joy.'

    The bird went gliding down the beach. Good-bye joy, I muttered to
    myself, hello pain, and turned to walk on. I was depressed, my life
    seemed completely out of balance.

    'What's your name?' She wouldn't give up.

    'Robert,' I answered. 'I'm Robert Peterson.'

    'Mine's Wendy... I'm six.'

    'Hi, Wendy.'

    She giggled. 'You're funny,' she said.

    In spite of my gloom, I laughed too and walked on. Her musical giggle
    followed me.

    'Come again, Mr. P,' she called. 'We'll have another happy day.'

    The next few days consisted of a group of unruly Boy Scouts, PTA
    meetings, and an ailing mother. The sun was shining one morning as I
    took my hands out of the dishwater. I need a sandpiper, I said to
    myself, gathering up my coat.

    The ever-changing balm of the seashore awaited me. The breeze was
    chilly but I strode along, trying to recapture the serenity I needed.

    'Hello, Mr. P,' she said. 'Do you want to play?'

    'What did you have in mind?' I asked, with a twinge of annoyance.

    'I don't know. You say.'

    'How about charades?' I asked sarcastically.

    The tinkling laughter burst forth again. 'I don't know what that is.'

    'Then let's just walk.'

    Looking at her, I noticed the delicate fairness of her face. 'Where do
    you live?' I asked.

    'Over there.' She pointed toward a row of summer cottages.

    Strange, I thought, in winter.

    'Where do you go to school?'

    'I don't go to school. Mommy says we're on vacation.'

    She chattered little girl talk as we strolled up the beach, but my mind
    was on other things. When I left for home, Wendy said it had been a
    happy day. Feeling surprisingly better, I smiled at her and agreed.

    Three weeks later, I rushed to my beach in a state of near panic. I was
    in no mood to even greet Wendy. I thought I saw her mother on the porch
    and felt like demanding she keep her child at home.

    'Look, if you don't mind,' I said crossly when Wendy caught up with me,
    'I'd rather be alone today.' She seemed unusually pale and out of
    breath.

    'Why?' she asked.

    I turned to her and shouted, 'Because my mother died!' and thought,
    My God, why was I saying this to a little child?

    'Oh,' she said quietly, 'then this is a bad day.'

    'Yes,' I said, 'and yesterday and the day before and -- oh, go away!'

    'Did it hurt?' she inquired.

    'Did what hurt?' I was exasperated with her, with myself.

    'When she died?'

    'Of course it hurt!' I snapped, misunderstanding, wrapped up in myself.
    I strode off.

    A month or so after that, when I next went to the beach, she wasn't
    there. Feeling guilty, ashamed, and admitting to myself I missed her, I
    went up to the cottage after my walk and knocked at the door. A drawn
    looking young woman with honey-colored hair opened the door.

    'Hello,' I said, 'I'm Robert Peterson. I missed your little girl today
    and wondered where she was.'

    'Oh yes, Mr. Peterson, please come in. Wendy spoke of you so much.
    I'm afraid I allowed her to bother you. If she was a nuisance,
    please, accept my apologies.'

    'Not at all -- she's a delightful child.' I said, suddenly realizing
    that I meant what I had just said.

    'Wendy died last week, Mr. Peterson. She had leukemia. Maybe she didn't
    tell you.'

    Struck dumb, I groped for a chair. I had to catch my breath.

    'She loved this beach, so when she asked to come, we couldn't say no.
    She seemed so much better here and had a lot of what she called happy
    days. But the last few weeks, she declined rapidly...' Her voice
    faltered, 'She left something for you, if only I can find it. Could you
    wait a moment while I look?'

    I nodded stupidly, my mind racing for something to say to this lovely
    young woman. She handed me a smeared envelope with 'MR. P' printed in
    bold childish letters. Inside was a drawing in bright crayon hues -- a
    yellow beach, a blue sea, and a brown bird. Underneath was carefully
    printed:

    A SANDPIPER TO BRING YOU JOY.

    Tears welled up in my eyes, and a heart that had almost forgotten to love
    opened wide. I took Wendy's mother in my arms. 'I'm so sorry, I'm so
    sorry, I'm so sorry,' I uttered over and over, and we wept together. The
    precious little picture is framed now and hangs in my study. Six words -
    - one for each year of her life -- that speak to me of harmony, courage,
    and undemanding love.

    A gift from a child with sea blue eyes and hair the color of sand -- who
    taught me the gift of love.

  • Garage Band Meme

    Stolen from Ros. Hvala lijepa Ros!

    Find the name of your first band - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random

    The title of the article is your band name.

    For your first single, google the name of your street and use the first sentence of the article.

    Then, the name of your first album - http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3

    The last quote at the bottom of the page is your album title.

    Album cover - do a google image search on whatever your album name is, and choose a picture from the page which corresponds with the hour it is at the moment you do the meme. So, 8.23 = page 8.

    Band name: George Cary
    Single: Hill Street Blues
    Album:If you look at life one way, there is always cause for alarm.
    Album cover: See http://www.zimmyszoo.com/LL-30006%20Mr.%20Fix-It.jpg

    God bless, Jenni xx

  • Immoral Davis Cup update

    My sister has suggested USA, Germany and Australia.

    Ros suggested Turkey, but now can't think of anyone who comes from there except someone we know personally, and that's not what this is about.

    So keep the nominations for countries rolling in, and we will get going with person nominations when we have 16 countries. I will add Turkey if people suggest a few men/women we could use without potentially offending somebody:) I think we're on 9 countries, including Turkey. We could always stop at 8... has to be 8, 16 or 32. 64 would drive me insane and other numbers don't reduce to one winner.

    But we're not going to stop at 8 because I am going to add POLAND now!

    Come on then, people: bring it on!!

    God bless, Jenni xx

  • Immoral Davis Cup

    Right guys, I have thought of a fun game to play.

    We're going to choose 16 countries, which I would like you to vote for after reading this entry. I want you to name the country whose fair people you consider to be the most, well, fair in the old English sense, i.e. attractive:)

    Then we're going to ask for nominations for 5 rather fine examples of manhood and, if the demand is there, womanhood, from each country.
    Then we're going to play them off against each other in pairs, counting the number of votes per beautiful individual, and see which country wins. I'm not sure if this is exactly how the Davis Cup works, but hey, it reminded me of it.

    Special thanks must go to Jenner for this, because the premise is the same as her Cup of Eye Candy game.

    So, get voting for which country you think has the cutest people. I'm going to get my vote in first with the rather predictable answer of CROATIA.

    Btw I'm open as to whether the Home Nations should be separate countries or there should be a GB team - if people are desperate to isolate Wales or whoever, so be it. I'm not worried whether we play this like football or every other sport:)

    God bless, Jenni xx

  • Dimitar Berbatov's possible Man U move: Bulgarian mistranslation

    Thank you Adrienne for making me have absolute hysterics and almost asphyxiate! Enjoy, people! And forward to anyone who needs a laugh (not while they're eating, I don't want to be responsible for choking deaths!)

    God bless xx

    An article about the ongoing United/Berbatov transfer saga, translated from Bulgarian using an internet translator.

    Waiting exhausted itself this morning in continuing fable of promotion from Tottenham Hotspur, a collective at London, to again Manchester of his first asset, Dimitar Berbatov.

    Since two years, he went in same direction the North-traveling man Carrick, and even this empty season has extracted Robbie Keane, Irish son of that once of Manchester Keane now inspecting his saddle at Sunderland. Yet necessary rapid articulation of signatory przilsky has been circumcised by anger at Manchester from Daniel Levy, president of the Tottenham collective, which was smiling sporadically in the 1960's.

    All Bulgaria, including Manchester, lusts for prompt Berbatovian resettlement, for three causes. First, in Manchester are superior comrades, by example Ronald the Christian, who again is Annual Global Footballer, Wayne Rooney, the River Ferdinand, and Nemanja Vidic, metallic Serbian rapist. At most least, Dimitar will certainly cheer a lack of Michael Dawson.

    Second, there is shame in heroic genius screaming pointlessly for the League of Champions. If Jermaine Pennant is running at Milan and Madrid, while Dimi at home eats squashed potato without pork, this is stupid.

    Thirdly, in Manchester he can win suitcase over suitcase of pound sterling. In negotiations, an exact price of labour has not yet made it so that both sides hold each the other man's hand and, smiling, jiggle. However, because Micha's agent, Emil Dantchev, is friend of my uncle Lyubomir, who shoots horses with his father, I sometimes loosely push him with my telephone's
    mouth. Emil poured onto the ground for me some approximate prices of labour of £75-85,000 per week. Queen Elizabeth will steal some of this from tax, but, Emil insists me, not much, because officially his client lives in the sea.

    And above money, Manchester will treat Michko with mercy: he is able to go away back in Bulgaria in summer, he will build a castle with garden on an island called Cheshire, and he is permitted to breed.

    We will find after this season what flavour of honour our Mitichevsky inhales. In Manchester already they are anticipating parties. On the internet, slow people repeat the phrase "Time for removal of my penis!" This signifies that they are happy. But still supporters of Tottenham collective roar into a deaf night. Levy writes a poem from his wounds for FA, English
    football politburo. But by a proverb this is only throwing salt between steeples to make watery slujka. By now, Dmitichichka's promotion is a gutted fish.

    Berbatov is beautiful, with sly eyes like demon.

  • Buying friends as pets!

    I got into work today and Dave said "I bought Tomasz on Facebook!" so I had to check this thing out. I bought Tomasz as well, and also Ros, Jon, Emerson and Tom.

    How is everybody? I doubt I will get back into a habit of blogging, but I feel like it right now, so...

    Marseille have been eavesdropping on Caroline and I. Their fans have launched an appeal to raise US$44 million to rescue Drogba from Chelsea! Two years ago I wrote a "Rescue List" of people who should leave various teams. Most of them are still on the list. Drogba is one of them. I know he's an annoying footballer, but I'm shallow, and he takes his shirt off.

    The Rescue List is in the same book as the Headbutt Register, which was the brainchild of James. James has now been sending me messages on Facebook threatening to shut me in the Asda Freezer "with .........."! Thing is, I have no idea who he means. We haven't worked together in ages, so I don't think it can be anyone from work. He probably means the last person we spent ages talking about at work, which was... erm... Zidane or Materazzi?

    Speaking of people whose names sound like cars, Caroline has a new Croatian friend called Ivo, who seems very nice, despite the things I have heard about his rather warped sense of humour...

    The book with the Headbutt Register in it is being used for a youth Saints Alive! course which I am helping out at. I think I am getting as much out of this as the young people. I can say for the first time in 10 years that, thanks to God, my faith is definitely a) existent and b) growing. Wow!!! Thank you God!!!

    Said course will cause me to miss 15 minutes or so of Linfield v DINAMO tomorrow night. I don't care, I get to go to church AND watch most of the Mighty Dinamo, cos they're on Sky Sports One! What a night!

    Oh yeah, I finished uni with completely underachieving results. I am grateful for God that I have a degree, though.

    Right, I'm gonna go to bed now cos I have to get up in 6 hours. Yuck! Until next time, have fun and God bless.

    Jenni xx

  • Was asked to blog. Hence: blogging!

    Hi everyone,

    I have been asked to blog. This might not be very good. Just a random summary of what is happening:

    * I finished my degree, don't know my grade yet, thinking 2:1.
    * I am really struggling with Christian stuff. Not even sure I am one. I have never really wanted to be a Christian. It seems like a chore, and that God is trying really hard not to accept you for who you are. It's like "Change tuvwxyz and I might look at you." Of course, I look into my heart and see that there is no reason He should accept me. I haven't really "truly repented" or "invited Him in with my whole heart". I sort of resent having to do it. I am going to try and humble myself, though, because I really don't want to go to Hell.
    * EDIT: Just decided to moan about FIFA. I think limits on foreign players will play straight into the hands of Chelsea, who will buy up the entire England squad and no-one else will be able to afford English players, due to the exchange rate. I don't buy the national side explanation, either. Italy have had foreign players in Serie A for years, and of course their national team is so much worse than England's... And even if Arsenal's English youngsters don't normally end up playing for Arsenal, they do usually end up in the Prem. I see the supposedly worst side for keeping English players out produced England's future star David Bentley... and Fabrice Muamba, and Anthony Stokes, and both Hoytes, and Kerrea Gilbert, and some Chelsea defender or other... I believe this attempt to reduce the number of foreign players is thinly veiled racism, which appeals to the worst part of people's natures. If it's genuinely not this, then it is very misguided in terms of the benefit people think it will bring to the game. I wait to be proven wrong (by which time, if it comes in 2012-13 season, I will be over 30... eek... might not care anymore... or be able to afford my season ticket, especially if they restrict the number of foreign players, causing us to spend more on English players who aren't as good as the foreigners we get for £3.5m and sell for lots!)

    * Happier stuff: I have a boyfriend called Jakub who is loooooooovely and says HHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
    * I just renewed my season ticket!
    * I was at work today. Yesterday, first day back in months, I decided two of my workmates are Sims. One of them even looks like Caroline's supermodel sim, Essie. They were speaking Polish to each other, which might as well be Simlish to me (I know 5-10 Polish words and 2 are unrepeatable).
    * My mum is scrubbing her front steps. Hello 1950!
    * Audiosurf is addictive.
    * I am supporting France, Croatia and Poland in Euro 2008. Cazza, Ros and I are going on an adventure next weekend, in which we hope to watch football with fans of at least 4 different nationalities and eat a very nice lunch at Ros' house. Any tips for a Swiss, Czech, Portuguese or Turkish location in north London? Ta muchly! Please all tell me who you're supporting in the Euros, I find it interesting. We're going to the good old Cadogan Arms, or wherever the CSYPN are going, to watch Austria-Croatia and somewhere Polish for Germany-Poland, with Jakub:D
    * Caroline has met a Croatian 45-year-old Mourinho clone. I predict that he is fantastic.
    * I'm feeling kind of excited, passionate and nice, so I'll leave it there!

    I hope everyone there is fine. Praying for you all.

    God bless, Jenni xx

  • I just came from church...

  • Ian Thorpe and I on Premier Christian Radio!

    I'm glad they sent me an email saying my Open Diary is about to die.

    It gives me a chance to do the right thing, and thank Justin Brierley for giving me some airtime by providing a link to the programme, so, if you want to hear what I sound like AND an interesting debate on the role of the church in the world, click here:

    http://www.premier.org.uk/engine.cfm?i=680

    It should be there by now!

    I need to start blogging again, particularly as Ian and Justin provided links to my blog!

    I'm sorry for never blogging and never replying to anyone's comments. I'll try and do better in future!

    Oh dear, this YouTube video is loading in the background, I didn't want that to happen... Hope all is well with everybody here.

    God bless, Jenni x

  • Come on Milan

    My exams are over. I hope Milan won't use the fact that I moulded one of their shirts to go and lose. Will be watching it with a Liverpoo fan. Wearing my Arsenal shirt atm. That'll confuse 'em:)

    Really dunno what to do now uni is finished. I have like 2/3 things to do every day between now and Monday, when I can go home.

    Summer Ball was messy. I got drunk. Lost track of how much I was drinking. Totted it up the next day and thought "No wonder!" People say I was acting OK, though, so that's fine. A certain person I know was getting into a little trouble, managing to cheese at least 2 of my friends off. Fortunately I was unaffected by anyone else's drunken behaviour!

    Didn't make it to church on Sunday 'cos the trains weren't running. Looking forward to this week's!

    Right, going to go and sort out my programme planning now.

    God bless, Jenni xx

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